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A history of desire; For Tony Hoagland

A history of desire; For Tony Hoagland

Posted by on Dec 6, 2018

Every December, in the hallway outside the kitchen, my mother tacked up a large piece of construction paper divided into five columns. This was the Christmas list, and on it we five kids were invited to write our wants, our desires. From age 8 to 14 the only things that appeared in my column were two words: rowing machine. Some years it looked like this:...

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Freedom knocking; Conversations with citizens of our town

Freedom knocking; Conversations with citizens of our town

Posted by on Nov 1, 2018

  John Kennedy was killed on a Friday. The following Monday, our 6th grade teacher, Mrs. Taliaferro, wrote the words “What freedom means to me” on the board. We spent the class period writing our thoughts on this hard-to-grapple-with topic while she put her head down on her desk and wept. I don’t remember what my thoughts were. I do remember that Mrs....

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Call me Hereafter; Who are we if we’re not ourselves?

Call me Hereafter; Who are we if we’re not ourselves?

Posted by on Sep 27, 2018

Dear Ms Dyssegaard, My agent, Malaga Baldi, has informed me that you are interested in my novel and its author. I am forty-eight years old, a published writer working under the pseudonym Hereafter Brown. I have never worked under a pseudonym before but the publishing climate of 2001 is different than when I began to write. As the emphasis now is on new...

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Constant in our affection; An old sailboat and the family she created

Constant in our affection; An old sailboat and the family she created

Posted by on Sep 6, 2018

The women in my family were sailors, the men fly fishermen. From fathers and grandfathers we learned the dubious art of exaggeration—“It was this long! No kidding! A shame it got away!”—useful for future con men and writers. From the women we learned the practical skills of navigation, patience and how to predict the weather. We learned to plot a course,...

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Elegy for an old house; Measuring the weight of memories

Elegy for an old house; Measuring the weight of memories

Posted by on Jul 26, 2018

The house has good bones. The morning light falls on walls and sills and floorboards, and on the old kitchen stove. Here is the kitchen table where I used to write. There’s the painted chair my friend Malaga rescued from the corner of Broadway and 92nd Street. For 200 years the house has occupied this overgrown hollow. This used to be my home on Cape Cod...

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